Almost forgot..

..how much I can (could?) love a person. 

Unexpectedly, I still shed some tears for him every now and then.. Ever since I knew about his condition. 

It actually hurts me quite a lot. 

So I must say, thankfully we broke up at least 3 years ago. Otherwise, I may seriously die from a broken heart.

Still in the midst of digging up old memories from my old blog to write a special blog post regarding the happy memories of us. Surprisingly, there are quite a lot.. The draft is getting so long.. Maybe I should post in separate parts.

Recalled many things that I've forgotten. Unexpectedly, it has been quite therapeutic for me.

Did you sing that song for any others too?

The one that you said you only sing for the one you really loves?

Keep wondering that but at the same time, keep reminding myself that it is over.

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Was kinda expecting his spirit to come and find me these few nights.

Woke up in the mornings and feeling surprised that I didn't dream of him.

I'm crazy, I know. 

Was even thinking, maybe he needs to do some "registration" in the other side. That's why he can't come and find me yet. Wah kao, 我真的是疯了。神经病!

(我想能陪我一起疯的也只有他了吧?)

Didn't he say he love me most? Didn't he feel regrets towards me? Can't he just tell me himself? Why didn't he tell me himself? Why must he leave me with so many new questions. I've been having headache these days just from over-thinking. And swollen eyes too, ha!

3年前, 你一直弄我哭.. 3年后, 你还是一直弄我哭!

真的是彻彻底底地败给你了。

Still deciding if I should go to his funeral wake..

你要我去吗?

你在那里吗?

你在等我吗?

可是我不想看到这样的你.. 怎么办?

该死的眼泪! 可以不要一直流吗..

Until today, I still find it so unbelievable that he has left. Self denial?

Come What May.

"When my time comes 
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some 
Reasons to be missed
And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory 
Leave out all the rest."
(Leave Out All The Rest by Linkin Park)

This is what he always put in his profile. So I guess this is what he would have wanted.

Facial Mask

Disclaimer: This is not an ad.. Although the facial mask was "sponsored"! Haha!

If I don't remember wrongly, I think I got it free from somewhere.. But eh, I forgot where!

  

As shown in the photo, the mask is so thin until it almost looks like it's part of my skin.. Haha! 

Face felt so smooth and supple afterwards! Woohoo~

So loving my mini rice cooker! ♥

Ordered online and it was delivered to me within 2 working days! :D

Unboxing my new toy! ♥

My personal milestone.. Haha!

Trying to cook random stuff with my new toy..

Not bad eh? It's super convenient and easy too!

The Kumar Show 2015

Disclaimer: Won the tickets but I wasn't asked to blog about it.

Always love attending live performances, musicals, concerts but always too reluctant to part with the money too. Opps! (Sadly, none of my previous guy friends ever bring me to such events. They don't even know what I really like.. #NeverDoHomework Haha!)

Anyway! Feeling so so so lucky to win the tixs! Thanks to Elise Tan for sharing the contest! 

Otherwise I wouldn't have even join in the 1st place! :)

AND YEAH, THIS IS THE 1ST TIME I EVER BEEN TO A LIVE STAND UP COMEDY SHOW!

Other than the *ahems* jokes, I was surprised that he actually mentioned this: 

Be Confident of Yourself. Love yourself for who you are.

Wow. :)

Love the place, setup and performance! Our seats were so awesome and very near the stage! We were in the 1st row of the section so there was a lot of space for me to stretch my legs! So lucky to win the tixs..!! ♥

More photos taken from Dream Academy's Instagram!

I sure hope I can attend more performances again!

Live Healthy!

I must say, we are really so bochup about our own health! Thankfully I am working in the health related industry now..

To cut the long story short, I decided to bring my mum for a full health screening! 

Many thanks to Joseph from Central Clinical Lab for helping to arrange for an appointment! He even called me in the morning to update me that he won't be in but he had told his staff that I'll be going! :)

Hope my mum's results would turn out fine!!

After the appointment, we went to buy lunch.. Heehee! 

Popeyes.. Yes! Haven't eaten it for a long time~♥

Disclaimer: I only ate half of it for lunch. Left the other half for dinner (to eat with brown rice)

Oh, and I went for a 2km jog in the evening. Heehee!

Louie's Birthday Party! ♥

Finally found time to blog about Louie's very 1st birthday party!

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12 April 2015 (Sunday)

It's been a long while since I woke up so early on a Sunday morning! *Rubs sleepy eyes*

But I'm not complaining because.. It's Louie's birthday celebration! Woohoo! What a lucky little baby.. 

He's celebrating his birthday at Polliwogs! Wow!

My sister and brother-in-law prepared goodie bags for the other kiddos too! ♥

Reached the place too early so we hanged out at the nearby MacDonald's instead.

Isn't our little Louie extra dashing today? ♥

Finally, Polliwog was opened for business! Yay!

Everyone must wear socks inside. 

Hoho! I love my Rilakkuma socks so much! ♥

While the kids were busy playing, we managed to snap some photos! Haha!

Went to check out the room where we will be having games and makan session.. 

Wow! So nice!

Went to find the kids and saw the girls! 

Presenting.. Steffi and Stacci's performance! Hahaha!

Haha! Of course, it wasn't that peaceful and quiet in reality..

Stacci: "Too noisy!" (She really said that!)

Leroy was nowhere to be found. Couldn't trace that little monkey! Aye, too bad.. He always love filming slow motion videos!

Finally I saw him again when it was time to gather for the games.. Haha!

More games!

Time to eat!

Happy family~~

His cake is so cute!

Top view

Side view

Too pretty to be eaten.. Haha! But I didn't eat a lot though. (Warning: Faaaaat!)

Spotted Stacci watching intently while the staff was cutting the cake.. Haha! 

She is so adorable! Couldn't resist taking photos of her! Heehee! ♥

Opps, I took too few photos of Louie.. 

Here's another one!

A quick recap of Louie's birthday celebration!

(Forgot to change the video setting to HD, hence the video wasn't very clear.. Opps!)

Back to more playing!!

LOL at my sis's screams.. Hahaha!

Best was, the girls who were blocking the way panicky moved out of the way! LOL!

This is definitely one of the less tiring outings for the adults.. Considering there were so many children around! Thanks to the gamemasters and all the cool playing facilities there! A paradise for children indeed! Good chance for adults to bond with the children too! And perhaps, for us adults to get in touch with our inner child~ ♥