Monday, February 29, 2016

Clouds.

Was making my way home after visiting a client's place. 
Saw this lovely scene and quickly snapped a picture!


Suddenly remember how I used to take photos like this all the time in the past. 
How long have I forgotten to look up and admire God's amazing artwork in the sky.. :)

Monday, February 8, 2016

Message from Above?

Just blogged yesterday and today I chanced upon this!


Dear God, is that a sign that I am on the right track? :)

Finally Free

The whole world said I am bad (too lazy to elaborate) and I believed so. 
I tried to please them, to live up to their expectations but I always failed. 
I was never good enough. Perhaps I was just useless, like they said. 

Finally I realized I was wrong. 

Not the whole world feel that way about me, but just some people who meant the world to me. 
Key word: Meant. Past tense. 
I just have to find a whole new world filled with people who truly care about me. 

Thanks to all those who love me and my everything, be it the good or the bad. 
You help me break out of that "prison" and let me regain some self confidence to see the truth and accept reality. 
Memories of your kindness to me always protect my heart whenever "my previous world" attacks me.
Because of you, I am stronger.

Not going to transform overnight but today is going to be a great start!
(I just hope my heart won't soften again. No more!)


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有时很想问。
为什么你总是不高兴?
世界欠了你什么?
我又欠了你什么?
我是没法让你满意了。
也不在乎你怎么想了。
你想怎样就怎样吧。
不和你一起闹了。
我真的累了。
我想要活的开心啊~